Where am I?

Mentally I've tracked my progress
Still I don't confess to be intellectually the best
As of late I couldn't really rely on my conscious to give me the right answers
It could be because I've stopped feeding myself truth
The conscious can only recall the truths it has learned
Up until this awakening I've realized my new thoughts are more deplete of truth
Now...the inverse of not feeding myself with truth would be that I've been ingesting falsities, lies, fantasies.
So as I become more transparent to you, the reader, know that in the same breath
I'm tracking my progress
And the conclusion reached.....
The Progression never ceases.

Being a Man

It's hard being a man
Being a bread winning man
Cause everybody takes
And never wishes to understand

It's hard being a man
Being their shoulder and their tissue
Cause once they've cried they don't wish to hear your issues

It's hard being a man
Being forced to hide your emotion
Cause if you break down
Then your considered weak in every notion

It's hard being a man
Being a pride bearing man
Cause when you really need help
You refuse the helping hand

It's hard being a man
Being a God fearing man
Cause at the end of the day
It's hard to see his plan

It's hard being a man
Cause at the end of the day
No one really understands
Just how hard it is
To really be a man

My Conversation with the World

Repress yourself they say
It's easier that way
Just go along with the rest
That's when they like you best
My Character they test
But I know what's best
And I refuse to rest
Until I give you my best

Turn yourself down they say
Your light is too bright for us
Your exposing the fear in us
It's in complacency we trust
Your forcing the change in us
We don't like you re-arranging us

This is me I say
And I cannot repress this
I've once tried this
Repression only leads to depression
And I refuse to die for complacency
So I speak for the millions.....just like me

Room Pics

Makings of You

-The Confidence of Knowing you have what everybody wants
-The Modesty that allows people to tolerate you
-The Beauty that Hypnotizes
-The whit that keeps people listening
-The Universal sense of Humor
-The Street Smarts that make people respect you
-And the Spirituality that inspires people

Two Thousand and Nine

9 - (Nine)
REFERS TO COMPLETION, attainment, fulfillment, regeneration and revelation. Many words in the Bible are used for their symbolic meanings and teachings mystically concealed. Bread and wine are usually linked together. Bread is a 3-powered word; wine is a 6-powered word; together they form a symbol of the 9-power of regeneration. Thus the serving of bread and wine means that one is to partake of a regenerative process when taking communion.

www.numerology-guide.com/biblical_numerology.htm

Super Chicken

I'm ready to fly.
I'm ready to achieve.
I feel fearless as I take a running start towards the edge of the highest cliff in the world.
The only fear I have now is that the world might not be quite ready for me yet.

So forth I charge
Like Junior Seau
Ready for any nay sayer
Ready for any doubter
Even ready for the enemy inside of me
That ambiguous voice that tells me to stop
But this growth wont stop
I wont let it
I know my destination
The sky above belongs to me
I brace my self for the turbulence......


I soar.